well..
what have i done i 2006?
in gracehaven for 10 months.
pratically wasting my youth away
because i broke the stupid law.
urghh`
spent 1 month having the fun
i have missed out.
clubbing,drinking,rounding.
-im the creature of the night-
and now?
school's starting.
WTF!
though life's good and stable now
but i swear i miss my past.
the drugs and booze
the fun and laughter
the partying and all.
the days ..
when i can just have fun
with no worries or fears.
now?
everything's changed.
i can no longer
be the immatured girl
that doesn't think
about consequences
of everything she does.
im no longer the fearless girl
that everyone admired.
im just living a dead life
like a zombie.
i don't feel ME anymore.
but what can i do?
tearstaiinedd`
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